It gets better and better it seems. Right when I feel like I have one foot up, and I'm on my way to standing up, it gets kicked right out from underneith me! Heck, and then sometimes I get that nice little kick while on the ground! I kept thinking, maybe it's a joke, maybe it's a crap dream, its not. I got a nice little slap in the face by reality, a bag of memories, and a streak of boredom and curiosity. Gah why do girls have to suck so bad!? Why cant it be a simple, "I like you, you like me; let's get married"? Why must it be so difficult? And after the fact, after it's over, why cant that be it? "We had a good run, but I guess that was it". No, it's going to come back in my dreams, and my thoughts, and every time I'm alone. It's going to come when I really want to like someone but cant because I'm afraid the same thing will happen again. It's going to come whenever I don't want it. It's going to come with Satan, and he's been whispering in my ear that I cant do it, I cant do anything. I can. I can do all things through Christ who gives me STRENGTH!
P.S.
Pray for me...please!
About Me
- Tommy
- 10I rejoice greatly in the Lord that at last you have renewed your concern for me. Indeed, you have been concerned, but you had no opportunity to show it. 11I am not saying this because I am in need, for I have learned to be content whatever the circumstances. 12I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want. 13I can do everything through him who gives me strength. Luke 4:10-13
5 comments:
i will and am.
Hey! I haven't talked to you in a while.. :( How's it goin?
I don't know you. I know courtney and that probably makes it a little weird for you that I'm reading this. Anyways, I know exactly how you feel and I wanted to tell you. Yup, it sucks some days. I'll be praying for you!
hey there,
lauren is the girl i thought looks like beth...she is super sweet (and too old for you) :)
just wanted to let you know dear haha
Thank you Lauren, it's good to know I'm not alone out her.
And thank's Court for the heads up, I know I am just falling for everyone these days :P
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