chances are it's time to post again!

We lost our game as like many before:[ I got to play though! It was only because Blake rolled his ankle and couldn't really play. I got to play front row and back for two and a half games! I didn't do so hot but I try my best. I don't like how all the starters are really good because they've been in a lot of games, but when non-starters go in (myself included) we suck! We have no game time which in turn gives us less skills. Ah well, the season is almost over hopefully I finish strong. I'm really considering doing track next year though. It's more of an individual sport than a team. This way I wont feel as bad if I lose, or if I trip, or something stupid like that. Instead, I'll just no that I tried my hardest and that was that. Who knows what'll happen...not I:]

Junior research project is pretty much freaking me out. We have a little over two weeks left and I'm still not sure what it's going to look like. Something tells me that this isn't going to be one of those last minute things.

I need to pray...hard! Things have been ok lately, but that's it. I don't want to be ok, it's so bland and mundane. I want more than fine, more than bent on getting by! More than fine, more than just ok! Good stuff right there! Pray for me!