Friday, February 22, 2008

dream tunnel

It's crazy how real a dream can be.
You could swear that it were true, and in that dream, it is true.
The only downside is: eventually, you have to wake up.
But ya know...that dream made my day!

Thursday, February 14, 2008

so the chords wont stay where they're supposed to, but whatever

Everlasting God (we sing)

Just picked up my guitar and started jammin and this is what came out. What do ya think?


V1
G Em
Lord of heaven and the earth
C D
To you I sing
G Em
You are the last and the first
C D
Before me

V2
You sent down your only son
To die for us
You showed us your grace and love
Through the cross

Chorus:
G Em
You are the everlasting God
C D
To whom we sing
G Em
You are the everlasting God
C D
Our praise we bring

V3
You guide us with Your loving hand
Through the day
And by Your grace we will stand
And say

Chorus

Chorus

Bridge:
G Em
And Lord we don’t deserve Your love
C D
But God, You shower it down on us
G Em
We don’t deserve Your love
C D
But You shower it down on us

Chorus

Sunday, February 3, 2008

First star on the right
Make sure you hold on tight
Straight on till dawn
Don't worry, just hold on

Neverland here we come
Head into the setting sun
No, don't close your eyes
We'll be back with the sunrise

...

Wednesday, January 2, 2008

Raarr

Sometimes I think that I scare people off

That I try too hard

But I get nervous, and I get a bit scared myself

My biggest fear is that I will live without love. I've been thinking about that a lot these past few days. It's really sucked because everyone has been doing so much stuff, thus I have been left in my house to sit and think in solitude. I tell ya, thinking is never good; not the real, good, long, deep, and hard thinking. I'm sure I'll find my girl, and I'm sure she'll find me...I just wish it didn't have to be so long. Winter can be the worst season, or the best. It gets oftly cold, even though we live in San Diego, and cold is just a term for below 70 degrees, it still does get a bit chilly in the night. I just wish I had someone to curl up with and share a blanket on the couch, and watch some movie while we drink our hot chocolate/chai/or even coffee.

Oh no more lights glistening
No more carols to sing
But Christmas
It makes way for Spring

Monday, December 24, 2007

Merry Christmas...right?

I hope it snows this week
A snow flake on your cheek
Would make this Christmas so Beautiful
But that would just bring the pain
Cause things can’t stay the same
These Holidays won’t be wonderful

I look under the tree
But there’s nothing to see
Cause it’s a broken heart that you’re giving me
I can’t figure you out
Is this what Christmas is all about
Cause it’s a broken heart that you’re giving me

I don’t wanna talk
I’m sick of all this talking
A broken heart wrapped up in a Box
There's tear drops in my stocking

I look under the tree
But there’s nothing to see
Cause it’s a broken heart that you’re giving me
I can’t figure you out
Is this what Christmas is all about
Cause it’s a broken heart that you’re giving me

I hate Christmas parties
They offer me some punch
But I just shrug
I hate Christmas parties
You and the cookie
Tray hear me say
"Ba! Humbug"

Ful la la la la la…la la la la la la

Thursday, December 13, 2007

shiver

It gets better and better it seems. Right when I feel like I have one foot up, and I'm on my way to standing up, it gets kicked right out from underneith me! Heck, and then sometimes I get that nice little kick while on the ground! I kept thinking, maybe it's a joke, maybe it's a crap dream, its not. I got a nice little slap in the face by reality, a bag of memories, and a streak of boredom and curiosity. Gah why do girls have to suck so bad!? Why cant it be a simple, "I like you, you like me; let's get married"? Why must it be so difficult? And after the fact, after it's over, why cant that be it? "We had a good run, but I guess that was it". No, it's going to come back in my dreams, and my thoughts, and every time I'm alone. It's going to come when I really want to like someone but cant because I'm afraid the same thing will happen again. It's going to come whenever I don't want it. It's going to come with Satan, and he's been whispering in my ear that I cant do it, I cant do anything. I can. I can do all things through Christ who gives me STRENGTH!

P.S.
Pray for me...please!