Aint it funny to look back and see how you used to think. I really did love Beth, but I think I'm falling out. Every second I can feel it getting better. I'm pretty sure I'm not going to be going to ECW for a while though. Like before, sometimes it takes a long time for things to be normal again, not just a few days of emotions and a few sad songs. However, I can say that my last post there was some truth to it. I really cant wait for my love, my woman, my perfect girl, MY WIFEY! Lord knows who she'll be though (literally). This whole game is really hard though. I think, ok if I just lay low, God will throw her in my lap. But then I think what if He does, and I just figure that I still ought to wait. I guess it's just a feeling thing maybe. I don't know. I've just always been the girly type I guess. I've always wanted to settle down, get married, have kids, a big dog, and house with a white fence. It's really wierd to think that God has been shaping my mystery girl, just as He has been shaping me. I really cant wait to meet her, or remeet her if that's the case.
Human side speaking now:
I want someone to hold, to love one, to kiss, and to just have. I want some to have me, and love me for who I am. Some people can play the single card, and some actually enjoy it. I, however, I feel that I was meant to love someone, so I'm always in search. I guess sometimes I just jump the gun.
About Me
- Tommy
- 10I rejoice greatly in the Lord that at last you have renewed your concern for me. Indeed, you have been concerned, but you had no opportunity to show it. 11I am not saying this because I am in need, for I have learned to be content whatever the circumstances. 12I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want. 13I can do everything through him who gives me strength. Luke 4:10-13
2 comments:
If you're up for reading in your down time, I think you might want to pick up the book "Wild at Heart" by John Elridge.
I've heard great things from guys...and the few girls who have read it in hopes of understanding guys.
And if you want to understand women, reading "Captivating" by John and Stasi Eldrige.
haha
We need to have coffee.
Soon.
I think I might have that book. My brother was givin it when he graduated, and of course he gave it to me. I've heard of Captivating and very much would liked to understand women. Y'all are just to wierd and confusing!
I definately say so, and a run too!
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