reminisce

Man, I havn't been on this thing in a while. I remember I'd come home and post in my LJ every day. After seeing all the pics on Courts space, it got me thinking about all those amazingly awesome times. I'd give a penny for my thoughts, but chances are it'd get lost in the couch cushions, or somewhere behind the door of your bathroom. Just so we don't have any mishaps, this one is free:

I honestly do miss the way we would all hang out. A lot of people wish that they could go back in time and do things differently, but I wouldn't. I'd go back and live them just the way they were, just over and over again. I would want to change things so badly, but then I would think why? Everything seemed to turn out fine right? If I had one wish, it'd be to go back and do it again. Just thinking back on all the wierd day's we all spent together, I'm getting a frenzing of memories! Remember the time I was really wierd and fell into the bush, and you all thought I was drunk? When you asked I just told you I was feeling out of it, or just being wierd, but that wasn't the truth. I don't remember why, all I remember is that I did it. I was actually crying, and honestly don't know why. I just didn't want to be embarrassed in front of my best friends. You guys were it, my life, my world. I remember, because we were all such "Friends" fanatics, seeing our lives as a sitcom. We all had our own parts and personalities. The biggest question for me was was I the Joey, the Chandler, or the Ross? I really wanted to be Chandler in all actually. I remember hooking up with Melinda after her party, and then getting dumped about a week or so later. I remeber later flirting and seeing Jessica in a completely different way. I remember the innocence of a first kiss, and how nerve wracking that was! I remember when we split up but somehow got closer. I remember our fourth grade class, and all our plays. That was one about the first time we were all together, or at least from what I can remember. From Tacky The Penguin, to California Here We Come, we lit up the stage! I remember when Sam and I were the odd men out when everyone else was in Ms. Clarke's class. I remember the mob durring lunch and break to get the amazingly-over-chocolatey cookies! Oh the joys of the naive freshman. I remember sending text messages and holding my breath while waiting for the replys. I remember the internet romance. I remember being pulled on an office chair by a bike and gripping for dear life! Oh the joys of an immature freshman. I remember the pain I felt when Matt got snapped by the bungee chord and watching it change color every day. I remember making prank calls and recording the really good ones! I remember recording music with the guys! I remember when we tried to get a little make-shift band started, I was percussion! I remember when the smell of the halls in the morning, that was amazing:] I remember going to movies and playing guitar, and staying up all night. I remember the awkward situation for the first formal, "oh what a tangled web we weave". I remember rediscovering myself, and losing it, and re-rediscovering over and over again. I honestly couldn't tell you where I'm at now, it's not to bad though. I remember snapping pictures that we would remember for a lifetime. I remember trips to the beach, and Spencer getting his hair caught in the window. I remember first learning how to surf. Haha, "Just get out there and try it!" My brother has to be the worst teacher! I remember my eighth grade party when Reese was hitting on Courtney. I remember Reese! What a character! "He replaced me!" Ah I was so pitiful:] I remember when I didn't get him a present for his birthday, I felt bad. I really meant to make it up to him but never did. Eventually right? I remember melting in her hand, and ironically being sick for the best week ever. Then conveniently healing for the following monday. Thank you for the airborne and taking care of me, I cant remember ever being sick like that before. I remember so much, and I want to share it all! Maybe I'll write a book, a letter to the world, titled "Reminisce"...